You know me better than I know myself. Lately, I have been looking at pictures of Mom from years past. Years filled with such wonderful and happy memories that passed by so quickly. One thing stands out in my mind and I can't help thinking how much she has changed in the last 3 years. Not just in appearance but her personality too. Don't misunderstand me, Lord, I am glad that Mom is alive, strong and physically healthy. But, sometimes, I can't help missing my REAL Mom, the Mom before this evil, dreadful disease of dementia, that has taken over her mind.
There are so many words I could use to describe my Mom but none of these words would justify the beautiful person she truly is. What I can say, Lord, is that you blessed my brother and I with such a wonderful mother, we are extremely grateful beyond words. Thank you for selecting this gracious woman to be our Mom. Growing up, she nurtured us with lots of tender loving care, sprinkled in with understanding, patience and inspiration, she provided guidance to us so we would become the strong, independent, mature adults we are today. We were so lucky! My family was very loving and affectionate. We had the space to voice our opinions through open discussions and debates. We always forgave each other for any hurt feelings. Mom, especially, could never hold a grudge longer than an hour. But what I will always remember the most about Mom is that she taught us about Unconditional Love. Yes, we are so very lucky! Although, we do not know what her future holds, one thing is for certain, we love her dearly and we want only the best for her well being and happiness.
Please, Dear Lord, guide us with your divine powers to be kind, loving and more patient than ever before. Help us to understand that Mom does not control her thoughts, words or actions. We know without a doubt that Mom loves us immensely. Please give us many more days of joy and happiness with her. Let Mom feel how much she is loved. I pray to you, Dear Lord, please do not let Mom forget who we are, even as all else is forgotten in her mind, please, let her remember her children to the very end. And Lord, one last request, when you decide to take her home to your kingdom in heaven, please, allow her to travel peacefully with you, without any prolong suffering or pain. Thank you for answering my prayers Lord.
I ask this in the name of your son Jesus. In the name of Our Father, his Son & the Holy Spirit. Amen.
